We grew up together.

Assalamualaikum :)

Heyp awak.

Without realizing the reality...

Actually I've known you for six years. Woah.

The third year I know you, yeah. I really know you.

I don't know when, I don't know why,

I start to like you.

Even though I'm not matured yet that time,

But I know, that feeling.

You are the first guy to be liked.

I don't know what happened to me,

But the feel was out and it was just the monkey love.

But then,

Day by day, months by months, year by years..

I started to know that I've been a long time loving you.

And the feeling wasn't stop since the third year I like.

Yes, that's right.

I always like guys, but yet they were in and out of my heart and the feel I feel towards them are just FAKE LOVE or MONKEY LOVE.

But you,

You are different from others.

Once you were in my heart, you were never out.

Once you got the highest place after my dad in my heart, you never fell down from the top.

Awak, you're so great.

This year, it's about 5 years loving awak.

And all the bitterness I've felt and each of that brings my tears fall.

But, although you did something bad to me, you are still conquering the highest part of my heart.

Sorry for all the mistakes I've made,

And thanks for every smile you've made on my face,

Thanks for every tears you've made to teach me how the feel of Love-By-The-One-Sided.

Thanks for everything you did.

I can just can always pray,

' If you're meant to be with me, the five years of loving you will be continued. And if not, it'll stop here. May Allah bless our friendship that we've made for this  years.

I saw you grow up, you saw me grow up.

We study in a class, you know how I act and I know how you act.

Before or Now.

Thanks for the big changes,

Dear Mr. Funny :)

I still stand on my own perception,
No couple before Nikah :)
Because I only want my heart to be given to someone who loved me till Jannah..
Insya-allah 

Wassalam...