....بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

"Seandainya aku mati, aku relakan penulisan aku ini menjadi sebuah kenangan aku di dunia ini bersama orang yang aku sayang, bersama pengalaman yang aku lalui, bersama pendapat yang aku kemukakan. Ku abadikan segalanya disini. Inilah perjalanan hidupku. Doakanlah aku tenang disana. Ampunkan segala khilafku semasa aku di dunia yang bersifat sementara ini. Pesanku, teruslah bangun untuk ummah ini...."

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Monday, December 30, 2013

2014

Assalamualaikum ^,^
Heyya.

So, tak lama lagi 2014.
A new year must have a new resolution kan?

But I remembered a thing from him..
Every time masuk new year.
I asked him, "Weh, apa azam kau tahun depan ni? "
He answered me, " Aku azam aku dari awal Muharram haritu lagi. "

Haha. Benda ni aku ingat sampai sekarang.

Okay stop it.

2014.
I'll make sure that it will be a year where I can accomplish everything I do.
I may be fail, but success is always there.
With efforts, Insya-allah.
Kalau gagal pun sekurang-kurangnya kita tahu yang kita dah buat sehabis baik kita.
Rezeki Allah itu sentiasa ada bukan?

Jadi, perancangan tahun ni I've planned nicely.
Mission and target dah di set.

Study, hockey, debate, segala sampingan semua.

Insya-allah.

I'll do my best for my family, my school and the most important thing is, MYSELF.

SERATAS Ladies need to accomplish the target. MUST!
So we have to fight.

Aku mengaku, haritu masa Open Hockey Tournament USM tu, aku tak main all out pun. Sebab aku hilang semangat. Ntah. Tapi aku memang rasa x nak menang. Itu sebab kalah. Haha. Takdelah aku nak kalah. Aku just macam nak bertahan je. Tak nak score. Bengong kan? Haha.

Takpe2. Itu dulu punya cerita. Ni masa depan ni.

Yang penting.....

Azfar selalu cakap.

"FOKUS"

So, yang penting kita fokus dnegan apa yang sedang kita lakukan.

Waktu belajar jangan main-main.
Sebab kita takkan belajar pada waktu kita main.
Waktu tidur kita tidur.
Kalau tidak kita tidur waktu belajar.
Betul? Yes..!

So, apa tunggu lagi?
Tetapkan misi.

Dan.

Ikhlaskan niat bagi misi kita tu kerana Allah.
Misi yang dapat membangunkan Ummah.
Misi yang dapat mengeratkan lagi ukhuwah.
Misi yang dapat menyedarkan Ummat bahawa duniawi hanyalah asas yang jika tidak dikawal, dapat membawa pemikiran ummah kita semakin jauh dari syurga :)

Jangan biarkan dunia meracuni pemikiran kita.

Jadi... Apa lagi nak type?

Hah. Last.

Lagu blog ni.
Dah berubah. Hooyeah. Haha.

Bosan lagu sedih2.
Kita move on okay.

Jumpa next entry.
SOON.

Got to go.
Assalamualaikum :)))








Thursday, December 19, 2013

Pilot?

Assalamualaikum!
Heyya :)

Tergerak hati nak menulis blog, selepas sahaja menamatkan penontonan filem Setia Hujung Nyawa Episod 28!

Jeyeah! Haha.

So. Pilot?
Yes, here I admit that I love to fly. I love being in the plane.
Wanna know something?
When I'm stress, I will always look up to the sky.
Especially at night.
Why? Because, I'll search for any plane that is flying highhhhhhh up the sky...
I wish that I could go where the plane will take me to.
I think of releasing tension at a place where I can sit alone, and think of my problems...
Well, I really love a peacefulness.
Peace.

Yes....

The plane will fly high up the sky, being the friend to those stars and the moon...
So!

Everytime I met my uncle in Sabak Bernam, he always ask me what I gonna be in the future, what is my ambition...
I said that I may be a motivator?
Then he said that its better for me to be a pilot.
Haha. Pilot?
I wish that my husband would be that.
But ME?
Haha.

I said to mom, why not being a pilot? Then mom said,
"Being a pilot is not the wrong. The wrong is... How can you take care of your family once you're married? "

It is a killer question.
Hurm.
I would not mind of what I'll be.
I'm just following the flow.
I'll do my best for what I'm doing.
Insya-allah.
Although I need to be even a HOUSEWIFE :)
Why not?

Being pilot.
Smart, fly, intelligent, go to other places...
Woah!! It is just too wonderful =D

However, I am just fine with any works in the future insya-allah...
I don't know what am I dreaming to be right now..
But I'm still searching.
But for sure, I will not take Medic!
Haha.

I am now busy of trying to have skills on being a LEADER.
Yes. A leader that is flexible in doing anything...
Insya-allah.
I'm a Dai'e that have much works to do more!

Pray for my future!
Got to go now...
See you soon, Insya-allah.

I'll write what I feel...

" Great articles came from a great writer... "

Sekian, Jazakallah...
Wassalam.
Pilot to be!!
Insya-allah :)

Being tough although its hard. But Allah is always here :)

Who said that only men that could be a pilot?

I AM THE CAPTAIN!

"Flying high up the sky, bringing all my heart, searching you... "

Anyway.. There are many more things to think of being a pilot. Many commitments and responsibilities.. I will not being hypocrite, thinking of my own life. I need to think of others. My family, my friends.. And the most important thing is, MY MEMORIES....

Saturday, November 30, 2013

Current update.

Assalamualaikum ^-^

Time flies and without any conscious, I have left this blog for months.
So, good morning!
Hye blog. I miss you so much. But when every time I open up my own blog, I feel down. Feeling down just because of the last few posts, credited to him.
I hate that feeling, making me close this window.

But, today I'm back to change the post. I know that I should move on and let the past, be the past.
I know that I should move on! Yes :)

"Its time to be a big girl,
And big girls don't cry,
don't cry,
don't cry,
don't cry... "
(Fergie-Big girls don't cry)

So, I'm so sorry because my absence is just because I'm too busy to update sorry.
I've done many things actually!

First of all, I've totally done with my class's video project. Have a look, guys!


Our movie would not be too best to be watched maybe, but experiences taught us much, how did the actors act, the crews, the difficulties to produce a movie, even a short film. Too detailed. But we learned so much and earned priceless moments and memories together. The best!

However we got positive comments from the seniors, friends, family members... Well it supports me to do more! Thank you for those commitments!

Next, I've been busy for the school hockey team!
I've been busy training all over the days for the U14 MSSD LMS Tournament.
And, this is what we got!
Have a look :)

Alhamdulillah, we won the tournament with 3/6 (shoot out)
19/11/2013's memories.

With Dr. Burhanuddin's team, the second place.

Us :)


So okay, tutup cerita pasal hoki.
Next, after the Deepavali's holiday...
There were only around 8 days of schooling days before the longgggg holiday.
On the 6th of November 2013,
My class (2 Utarid),
Make an event for the practical teacher, Miss Ernie Jain and our Class teacher, Pn. Azura Uda Bahari.
Well, such a memorable thing and moments. We acted like it is really happening.
Kami berlakon yang 2 orang ahli kelas kami bergaduh, sebab yang seorang ni koyak buku PBS seorang lagi, then diorang ni tariklah Cikgu Ernie pergi tempat jamuan tu (astaka), without teacher's knowing. Well, bila tiba-tiba diorang buka lampu kat astaka tu, baru cikgu tahu yang cikgu dah kena tipu, dan terkejut sebab kami buat jamuan untuk cikgu. Hahaha :)

Then banyak lagi memori malam itu. But I can't enjoy much, sebab pagi tu dah training macam nak gila, malam dah tak larat. Dengan masa tulah nak uruskan video, air segala macam, memori air yang tasteless.
Aktiviti malam tu: Main gitar, menyanyi, makan, tangkap gambar, tayangan video, aktiviti buka hadiah, gotong-royong bersihkan kawasan. Well, sangat memorable. Tengok gambar ni okay :)

Ketibaan our VIP, Cikgu Ernie!

Us, gegurls 2U! Missing, Qamarina (photographer)

Kau Ilhamku - Cikgu Ernie

Aku suka dia - Farhan =P

The Utaridian Universe 2013!!!

Memories.

With our class teacher, Cikgu Azura.

The banders yang tak dapat join, sebab ada latihan. Huhuhu

And so, whats more?

Erm, last day?

Last day sedih for sure.
Pagi before perhimpunan terakhir SERATAS 2013,
Tiba-tiba ternampak Kak Fiza dengan Kak Iffah tercegat kat area form 2 punya area.
Suddenly juga dia tarik tangan saya and dia bagi something.
Terkejut gila. Then aku tergamam lah.
Lepas tu dia cakap, "Eh, simpanlah! Jangan tunjuk kat orang~"
"Erk, okay okay. Kak Fiza cari siapa lagi? "
"Ali ada Ali?"
"Alia? Oh, japppp. "
 Then panggil Alia, Alia pergi dekat kak Fiza, kak Fiza bagi something juga kat dia. And yet I knew that she gives the 'something' to all her dorm mates.
Balik kelas aku inkuiri gila nak tahu. Then aku decide aku nak buka sampul yang kak Fiza bagi tu.
Okay.
1. I got her name card untuk PKP tu.
2. A keychain, simple je, keychain yang selalu kita letak dekat kunci loker. Tapi kat situ ada tulis somthing. Aku lupa. Nanti I'll check it out :)
3. Benda yang terakhirrrrr aku buka dari sampul surat tu, sekeping kad yang sangattttt cantik. I like it. Kecil ja, tapi sangat bermakna bagi aku.
Habis je baca semua yang tertulis pada kad tu, menitis air mata aku. Sedih, teharu, sebak, ntah. Memang sedih habislah. Siapa tak sedih, idola hoki aku dah nak pergi. Hurm.

Kawan aku yang sorang ni dari balik dataran dok menangis, sedih gila nak berpisah. Huhu, but aku still boleh kawal lagi. Sebab I got a VERY BAD FLU on that meaningful day. Fuh. Memang sengsara ah. Maybe sebab malam tu dok kalut kemas loker, semua orang pun punggah barang, tu yang dok keluar semua habuk tu. Aku kan memang yang jenis tak tahan habuk, huhu.

Hari itu dilalui dengan sangat sibuk, tension, sedih.
But overall kesedihan nak berpisah tu kurang sebab everybody pun sibuk gila kemas barang! Mana taknya, PBS tak siap lagi, tak masuk fail, buku kat sini kat sana, cikgu ni nak jumpa, cikgu tu nak ini, memang semua pun dok kalut. Semua keluar masuk kelas. Bersilih ganti orang yang kemaskan kelas tu. Haha. Yang peliknya kelas kami ja macam tu. Tak tahulah. In the other way, kami sebenarnya sedih sangat nak tinggalkan persahabatan 2 Utarid kami. Banyak sangat memori. Kan guys? Haha. Seriously, meaningful gila.

So, before aku balik, aku spent time aku dengan kak Fiza, layan dia tangkap gambar. Haha. Sangat banyak, memorable gila. Tak tahu lagi bila, boleh tangkap gambar sekali. Setiap event hoki, sekolah, mesti aku akan snap dengan dia. Until these lasts shot. Hurm, rasa nak menangis ja masa type ni. Hurm.


Dia awesome, leader yang baik. Aku nak ikut jejak langkah dia.
Last conversations masa aku peluk salam dia, kat pintu dorm F1-1, aku cakap..
"Kak Fiza, nanti janganlah lupakan kami kat sini tau. Nanti free datanglah sini.."
"Eleh, takkan lupanya. Nanti 4 tahun akak datang balik nanti tengok-tengok Paan yang jadi PKP."
-Aku tergamam-
"Hah? Ameen. Hehe."
"Bai kak Fiza!! Assalamualaikum!"
"Baii, waalaikumussalam..."

Indahnya sebuah pertemuan hinggakan kita tidak sedar betapa peritnya sebuah perpisahan yang akan kita lalui kelak. 
Sedih gila okay. Semangat yang ada pada kak Fiza, akan aku jadikan kekuatan untuk aku terus kuat untuk hidup kat SERATAS, Insya-Allah!

"Kak Fiza, terima kasih untuk segalanya yang sangat berharga untuk saya. Terima kasih sangat-sangat. "


Next, result.
Fuhhh!!!
Penantian yang sungguh lama akhirnya.
Hari ini berakhirlah penantian itu! Yeay! Result dah sampai rumah.
Terima kasih abang posmen :)



Haaaa, tu dia. Alhamdulillah.
I got 6A2B with GPK 1.25, making I'm the eleventh person in the batch and the first in the class.
Kejayaan yang tak disangka-sangka. Alhamdulillah.
A magic has happened. Semuanya kurniaan Allah!
Rahsia? Ada satu. What I got from this exam is,
SELAGI KITA ADA KEMAHUAN, SELAGI ITU KITA ADA PELUANG UNTUK MENGUBAH APA YANG KITA RASA KITA TIDAK BOLEH.

Yes. KEMAHUAN.
Bila aku dapat tahu ada PAT untuk tahun ni, aku memang rasa malas gila. Macam tahun lepas. So benda yang sama berlaku.. Sampai seminggu lagi nak exam.
I talk to myself,
"Aku nak excel exam kali ni! Aku tak kira. Aku dah banyak main. Ini masa untuk aku buktikan yang aku pun HEBAT, bukan hanya mereka. AKU PUN HEBAT! Kenapa dia boleh aku tak boleh? Huarghh! "

Yes, tiba-tiba aku bersemangat untuk study. I don't know why, tetapi maybe bila aku tengok kakak-kakak hoki aku semua pun fight untuk SPM, I got the thing. Kita main tetap main, tapi pelajaran jangan lupa :) Bila belajar kita belajar. Main, kita main. Yes.

So, weekend yang hanya tinggal 2/3 hari lagi untuk aku sit PAT, aku habiskan masa aku kat kelas, study. Even sorang2, sampai tertidur, I kept going on smoothly and steadily. Aku study memang hardcore habislah. Haha. Semua pun tak nampak aku hilang mana. Padahal ada ja kat kelas. Hehe.

At the other point, on my days of examination, I got some spirits. Saya text dengan orang yang saya sayang. Hehe. Dia layan. Dia pun tengah exam. So, I don't know how to say, but dia actually takde pun cakap, "Buatlah elok2, untuk ibu ayah bla bla bla. " Dia just text, we talked about our life and so on, but in his own style and way, he gives me spirit for me to keep going on my exam. Result dia pun tak kurang gempak. Dah lah budak MRSM. Haha. Tahniah awak. Terima kasih juga sebab menjadi salah satu pendorong untuk aku keep focus on my exam, even though 2 hari terakhir tu aku hilang juga target. Tapi, still boleh diselematkan. Haha. Thank you gila. I hope you won't read this. Haha.

So overall, Allah will always gives to those who always asks and put EFFORTS on it.

Usaha itu penting. Yes. Kesimpulannya, aku rasa, kalau aku memang study dari awal, tak main-main, fokus, aku pun boleh dapat sejarah 99% macam Aisyah Ramlan, 100% Matematik macam Hanis Suraya, 95% Agama macam Dini. Aku boleh! Insya-allah, berbekalkan apa yang aku dapat ni, aku akan usaha yang maksimum untuk excel lagi. Baru aku tahu betapa bangganya aku sebenarnya dapat tengok nama aku antara yang tertinggi dalam batch. Aku tak nak dah nama aku ada kat tengah-tengah list keputusan tu lagi.

I'm at the top, and I never want to be down again. I know, I can! Insya-allah! May Allah ease :)

So, what's more?

Holiday?

Belum lagi. Esok baru nak mula. Ada family day ayah di Teluk Batik. The best part is, aku nak berenang! Yes!!! Warghh, lama gila tak swim. Takut skill dah semakin tumpul. Then, habis ja family day tu hari Ahad, aku terus gerak Taiping, balik SERATAS. I've got a tournament soon! Yeah! I like it. Haha. Doakan lah kami tau? #Ameen! Hehe.

So, tak ada apa dah kot.

Oh lupa, last. Janji, last sekali.

AWSA HANG OUT 2013

Heee, I met him, him him and yes, him!
Panjang ceritanya. Malas nak cerita. Semoga aku tetap ingat memori itu walaupun tidak aku abadikannya didalam blog ini. Insya-allah.

Some photos here :)

Ehem. Dia ada dalam gambar tu. Pandai-pandailah cari. Mana yang rasa sesuai dengan saya, dialah orangnya. Haha. But please, jangan salah pilih okay. Haha. Nice to meet you guys!

Banyak suka dan duka yang telah kami lalui. Fuh, banyak sangat. Haha.

Scene yang aku sangat suka. Sangat! Menara condong tu nampak awesome. Haha.


Okay. Sorry untuk entri yang panjang macam ni.
Tapi inilah aku. Kalau entri tak panjang, bukan akulah penulisnya! Hehe

Kalau korang tak nak baca pun kisah apa aku. Haha.
Siapa yang nak tahu pasal life aku, dia mesti akan baca semua. Kalau tak nak tahu, tak kisah pun :)
So, got to go now...

Thanks for reading. Until we meet in the next entry insya-allah.
Sekian, Jazakallah.
Wassalam :)






Sunday, August 4, 2013

Ramadhan.

Assalamualaikum guys.

Pheww, at last.
2 weeks holiday for all the students in Malaysia.
Aidilfitri break.

So, for this Ramadhan, I have some blasts on my surroundings.
Hurm, some new things, some new decisions, some new news.

I'll write what I can remember okay :)

So, first of all. On this site, again, I want to state something. Hurm, it sounds like not important but I just want to tell and readers can just ignore this. Haha.

" Hey my batch Maximus 31, I bet that you will know about the gossip about Gedik-gedik right? Hey, actually that was just a rumors that won't be true and that was a confession just by that time. Hurm, serious talk I just crush on him >_< But since he broke up my handycam and did return back the battery, I start to ..... him. Arghh. Actually, there is someone in my heart, since years ago. Okay, stop gossiping me with GEDIK-GEDIK :) "

Okay, just that. Next topic.

Celebrating Ramadhan for this year is not too bad. I went outing in the fasting day, because of just want to feel the 'raya' mood in Taiping Sentral and bought some food in the bazaar. Fuh, awesome but tired. So, what's more? Erm, this year celebrating Ramadhan in SERATAS is some of the normal memories. Nothing attractive to be shared. Oh by the way, this year we done our terawikh in the hall, air-conditioned. Hurm, nice. At the last week at school, mostly we will make wishes for Aidilfitri and they will announced the wishes in Dewan Makan. Last year's awesome because there were soooo many wishes, and I did it once, for someone special. But this year, too boring. Sorry, the wishes are small in value. Hurm. Anyway thanks to everyone who woke me up for sahur, who accompanied me to refill the bottle, to go to the bazaar and everything. I miss the situation breaking fast together in the noisy Eating Hall, with all of the friends and the situation there is so much different than breaking fast in the house. Quiet and just three persons.

Next, one of the most important thing. 'KURUS'.
Oh yeah oh yeah. Hehe, this Ramadhan make people to see me kurus. Even my mum said this to me, "Eh, kenapa anak mama ni dah kurus? " Oh really? My weight not even decrease and my tall is not even increase. So how can they see I'm thinner? Hurm, maybe having training in Ramadhan, in a fasting day can make us more fit and kurus? Oh, awesome then. Haha. But seriously, not just my mum said that. My cousins, aunts, uncles, friends, and neighbour. Oh, thank you anyway =) Haha

Next? Erm, most questions that people will ask me,

"Baju raya tahun ni macam mana? Berapa pasang? Warna apa? "
So I answered it here. Baju raya satu pasang, alhamdulillah, tak wajib pun. Warna dia kuning hijau.

"Nanti raya balik mana? "
Ntah lah, maybe pagi raya di rumah lagi, tengah hari tu baru balik kampung, ada makan2 sikit, lepastu, sepupu stay rumah.. Second week tu free, kalau nak datang rumah, dipersilakan :)

"Apa feel nak raya? "
Hurm, heartless. Feeling nothing. Just celebrating Eid simply, not too 'wow' because I always remember in every seconds that, "Death is waiting. "


Okay, homework for this BBM is not too much, little but hard. Oh, how can I finish them by raya? I bet myself to finish them, Insya-allah :)

Oh by the way!
In this small landscape of my blog, I want to thanks everybody for entering my life, for teaching me about life, for educating me, for everything! And here, I'm Nur Farhan Hasbullah, arranging all my fingers and asking your apologise if I had wrongs on you. I'm so sorry for all those mistakes, maybe it happened by my actions or words until it hurts anyone of you. I'm sorry :)

So, Salam Aidilfitri.
Remember this,
" Say hye to Syawal if you bet you will see next Ramadhan. "

Sekian, Jazakallah.
Wassalam :)




I miss the noisy eating hall :(

Well, I heart them :)

I like this photo, because I look cute there =P

Hey there, this is my smal family in SERATAS, G3-3 family. Salam Aidilfitri from us :)

Saturday, July 13, 2013

Syukur =)

Assalamualaikum and hye there!

Hoooyeah!!! BBM Ramadhan!

Even though it is just a short break, but nikmat berbuka dengan keluarga is the most important thing!
So, we still appreciate it =D

Semalam kami semuaaaa 1 SERATAS boleh balik awal!
Why?
Haa, sebab semalam ada Hari Bertemu Waris o.O
Jadi siapa parents dia datang awal, dapat balik awal.
Kalau tak datang, tunggulah sampai habis sekolah. Haha.
Parents kelas saya ramai yang datang. Fuhh, penat abah tunggu turn nak jumpa cikgu. Huhu.
Jadi at last, saya balik juga, around 11.30 somehting *kot.
Tapi itu not a big thing.

The MOST important thing happened yesterday was......
( ....read this story..... )

Gedik- gedik. I crushed on you boyyyy. Haha. He is one of my batch mate *kantoi* Hooyeah. Yesterday, I stand under the coridor near the turf, waiting for Abah to take my reports. Long time waiting, he didn't come yet. So I decided to went back to class, which is the second floor, the highest one. So shile walking to the stairs, I said to Adawiyah and Chikiba; 

"Weyh, mana ayah atau mak gedi-gedik eh? Tak datang ke? Teringin juga nak jumpaaaaa..... Hehe" *Sambil gelak gedik*

So, before sampai dekat tangga, selisih dengan Cikgu Azizah, sibuk nampaknya uruskan form 3. Belakang Cikgu Azizah masa tu, ada seorang makcik ni, berbaju kurung hitam putih... It seemed that she was searching something... So, I asked her,

"Ya makcik, makcik nak ke mana ni eh?"

"Makcik nak ke kelas tingkatan dua.. "

*Oh, siapa punya mak ni? Form 2 punya budak ni. Hurm, takpalah, aku bawa jelah terus. *
- Hati aku cakap -

"Oh, kalau macam tu makcik ikut kami jela. Kami pun nak ke atas juga... "

"Oh, terima kasih ya nak... "

Aku, makcik tu, Adawiyah dengan Chikiba pun naik..
Tiba first floor, floor form 1, makcik tu macam nak belok dah, pergi floor tu.. Tapi aku cakap...,

"Eh makcik, tingkat satu lagi makcik ni kelas tingkatan 1.. "

"Oh yaka.... "

Masa nak naik tangga nak ke second floor tu, bising lah juga, ramai dekat koridor, biasalah, free kan, budak merata-rata lahh. Then I suddenly asked that makcik, sebab yelah, takkan nak hantar sampai tangga je kot? Aku tanyalah....,

"Anak makcik kelas mana eh? "

That makcik seems don't know the class...
For a sudden, she said, 

"Erm, Mohammad ******** "

- Teettttttttt -
Ohhh world! That is gedik-gedik (O.O)

From my back, Adawiyah asked me,

"Paan, mak siapa tuh? "

Aku terpukul tangan Adawiyah sebab TERKEJUT + CUAKKKKK.
Adawiyah macam "huh!" sikitlahh. Hehe. Sorry :(
Then dia ulang balik soalan dia tu, then I answered,

"Ni mak ******** "

Saying without be known by his mother.
So at last, we arrived at the form 2 floor.
 So, before totally arrived, I point my thumb to '2 *' class. Hooyeah.
Kelihatan ramai member Royal Family (member 2 *) kat situ.
He was there too!
Hurm, he smiled when he saw his mom.
His mom sempat cakap kat aku,

"Terima kasih banyak-banyak ye nak... "

-Sambilsenyumdekataku-

Hoyeah.
Bila dah sampai tu, aku cuak lah takut diorang nampak, aku terus blahh pergi kelas aku, his mom belok kanan, my friends and I belok kiri.
Then Adawiyah said,

"Wahhhh Paan, so shuweettt lahh, bawa mak mertua eh? "

Heyyy, mana adalah... Haha.
But yeah, I smiled remembering that moment.
Then aku lepak diam-diam kat kelas, tak berani nak keluar.
Tiba-tiba, Siti datang dekat aku,

"Paan!!! Paan!!! Tadi kau bawak mak ******** eh? "

"Eh, mana ada- mana ada. "

"Elehhh tipu.. "

"Eh, mana kau tahu? "

"Ala, kitorang nampaklahhh. "

"Oh eh? Hurm. "

"Kau kenal ke mak dia? "

"Tak pun, aku nampak mak dia sorang-sorang macam cari something, so aku bawa lah. Bila dah naik tangga baru aku tahu tu mak dia.. "

"Oh... Nak tahu tak, bila kau bawa mak dia tu, kitorang ingatkan itu mak kau. Then kitorang cakaplah dekat ********, mak mertua dah sampai tuuu. Then bila mak diapergi dekat dia, kitorang mcam blank lah. Yang si ******** ni dok cakap, "ni mak aku lahh, apa yang hangpa merepek ni?" Then baru kitorang fahammm.. Haha "

"Oh, yeke? Hahaha. "

Hurm, great moments lah tu. Tak nak lupalahhh. Haha. Syukur! Allah bagi rezeki tu, nak jumpa mak dia. Bukan senang!

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Hurm, itu satu. Ada lagi satu.

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That time, dad and I were waiting for our turn outside the class, at the coridor. Then suddenly budak pantry lalu depan kami. Dalam banyak-banyak pak cik dekat situ, dia bagi salam dekat abah ja. Kenapa abah je eh? Hurm, aku pun macam krukkkkk sikit dekat situ. Oh, dia senyum kat abah. Is there something else he kept in his heart?
Hurm. Budak pantry, itu kisah tahun lepas. Itu masa kita sama-sama dulu, sekarang kau dah pergi dengan dia. Kau biarkan aku sorang2 kat sini sampai setahun baru kita bertegur sapa balik. Tapi takpa, aku faham. Aku tahu, aku tak kisah pun.
But why lately kita bertegur balik eh?
Aku yang dok gatal, main mata dengan kau, text kau, kan?
Kenapalahhhhhh dnegan aku ni pandai sangat? Huish.
Yang kau pun layan je. Hurm, actually aku rindu kau. Kau ja tak tahu...
Haha. Hurm, ntah lah. memori 'oat crunch' tu memori lama, memori kau dengan aku. Takpalah, biar aku simpan ja buat pekasam. Haha =P
Yela, aku simpan buat kenangan lah, takpa, syok sorang-sorang. Haha.

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Haaa!! Malam sebelum tu, prep malam, gedik-gedik datang kelas aku. Sebab petang tu aku suruh Ayie cakap dekat dia yang aku nak jumpa dia cakap pasal benda tu (handycam aku) selepas aku panggil dia sebelum nak pergi surau (solat zuhur), tapi dia tak dengar sebab dia sembang dengan Ayie, sampai budak lelaki kelas aku gelakkan aku. Oh, how shame it was, tapi takpelah, let it go. Haha. Malam tu dia memang seriously datang kelas aku tanpa diundang, dia cakap the real thing happened. Aku nak marah actually sebab batery cam tu tertinggal. But dia buat lawak, aku tak boleh serious. Dah lah muka aku blushing, nak buat muka serious macam mana kan? Haha.

Then bila dia nak balik kelas, aku cakap kat dia,

"Hah, dah-dah shuhhh shuhh, pergilah balik kelasssss. "

Dia tak dengar pun, then terus blah.

Lepas tu aku tanya Adawiyah, 
"Kau agak2 dia tahu ke tak eh, yang aku suka dia? Sebab ada yang dah tahu dalam kelas dia. Sampai Ustazah Hasmat pun tahu. Haish."

Adawiyah cakap, 
"Ntah lah, tapi aku rasa tahu kot. Sebab tadi dia nak masuk kelas ni pun dia macam teragak-agak, budak lelaki pun kena tolak dia... "

Malam tu aku jumpa Siti dekat DM, tanya jugak soalan yang sama..
Then Siti jawab,

"Aku rasa tak tahu kot, ala, kalau dia tahu pun dia akan buat-buat tak tahu. "

Hooyeah. Haha.

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Dah, itu jelah memori dan kenangan semalam yang aku akan bawak ke hari ini dan seterusnya.

So, before offline balik, aku ucapkan Salam Ramadhan buat semua muslim di seluruh dunia ni, Good luck, Buat ibadah banyak-banyak, kalau nak suka-suka pun *macam aku* Hubungan dngan Allah jangan pernah putus dan hubungan kita dengan manusia jangan sesekali tegang. Okay?

So, macam biasa, aku upload gambar yang baru aku capture baru-baru ni. Aku ada ja gambar dengan gedik-gedik tapi tak nak lah upload, nanti kantoi. Haha. Crush is still a crush.

Paan | Shira | 14 | 29 | CAPTAIN | SERATAS LADIES u18

Orange set

7 o'clock posing =P

Hari Terbuka Asrama (HAT)

HAT

HAT

HAT

Errrrrrr?

Bored.

SMILEEEEE!!!

Love her!

Love them!! =D

Hooyeah!

Bumi tercinta, bumi SERATAS.

Proud to be one of the members of PPIM SERATAS.

Hooyeah. #salute

Sedang bergerak untuk membuat kajian lapangan Sains :)

"LOVE" #friendship.

Astaka

One of the nice shot.

I love this photo, soo much. Hoo yeah =D

The best shot of me!

Sarvini Baskaran. Universe family.

Qamarina Afifi! Apple =P

With Ajan! Haha.

Ayie's

Okay, sekian sahaja untuk kali ni.
Kalau aku ada masa yang terlebih lagi, aku update lagi.

Meet you soon, blog.

Assalamualaikum =)