....بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

"Seandainya aku mati, aku relakan penulisan aku ini menjadi sebuah kenangan aku di dunia ini bersama orang yang aku sayang, bersama pengalaman yang aku lalui, bersama pendapat yang aku kemukakan. Ku abadikan segalanya disini. Inilah perjalanan hidupku. Doakanlah aku tenang disana. Ampunkan segala khilafku semasa aku di dunia yang bersifat sementara ini. Pesanku, teruslah bangun untuk ummah ini...."

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Assalamualaikum guys!
Bismillahirahmanirahim...

Heyya there :)

My full name that were given by mom and dad is, Nur Farhan binti Hasbullah.
A name that give a meaning of, "The light of happiness. "
It is a deep meaning, and linked closely to my personalities.

I was born on 20th January 1999.

Since I entered SM Sains Raja Tun Azlan Shah,
I know that my parents have spent too much on me.
So that every time my birth date is nearer,
I kept keeping quiet.
I don't want to ask for anything.
Although I want something as a present.
For me, on that day mom had to sacrificed everything she has.
Her energy, her soul and her life.
So, I should not ask for anything like before.
What I should do is,
Thanked them for everything.

Yes.

My mission is to be a successful human in this world.
A person that can give all her heart to stand up and fight for Islam.
Fight for her national pride!
Fight for her family.
Fight for herself.

For me.

Giving up is the biggest failure.

Once you fail, it doesn't mean that you can't stand up AGAIN and try harder.
Because a failure tell you that you have actually stepped forward to grab your dream.

Yes.

DREAM WHAT WE AIM FOR.

What's next?

Hurm.
My soul likes music, peacefulness, photography, editing and chocolate *but I hate chocolate bar*

Hockey is my pattern of life that cheer me up.
Debate is my way to upgrade my skills in talking bravely in front of people.
Smile and making others happy is my own way to let people around me happy even I'm not.

and...

typing here is my part of life to share what I feel and what I've gone through all these years....

Because I know, if I wrote them in a diary, soon it will be lost.
If I wrote in my mind, soon it will be forgotten.
If I wrote in my heart, it can't be shared.
If I tell anyone, it won't be same if I tell the other.
If save in this laptop, it might be lost.

So, I let all the memories here and I'm sure wherever I go, whenever I want, I can read it.

" Blog is my forever diary. "

Just this for now.

Salamun Alaik :)




Last update : 31/12/2013