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Thursday, June 6, 2013

Dis-order-ed

Hai hai there and Assalamualaikum!

Me, you, him, her, they or actually WE have own own day today. We have our own story sequence and order of what have been we go through today. Right? So, this is my story for today!

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I just watched a movie that I have uploaded from the youtube, Vanilla Coklat Raya.

Oh, how amazing and so sweet was the movie.
Addicted #

It will be a fairy tale if I was Zara. Hurm :/ I am just wishing a wonderful love story. And yeah. My wish! Phewww.

Okay. Main point for today is... I am disordered. Actually the whole day I was thinking what I should do. Either go back or stay home. I do have training tomorrow, till the holiday end on this weekend. But mom told me not to go back because of no one to send me either. Yes, I pity my dad. If I really want to go back tomorrow, dad must ask for an emergency leave just to send me there. Pheww. I know, this is the chance for me to play. Yes, I love to play more than learn *seriously* Huhu. But the situation now make me speechless and just, follow it. I have try my best to go back there (self-esteem), by bus or train. But mom and dad still can't put a high believe on me to go through those ridiculous things. But if I was given I chance, I will prove them that I can.

Mom said before, "One day the time will come where you need to go through those things. Why you search for trouble when facilities are there to help you?"
And, yeah. Why? Anyway, the decision has made, I will not going back school tomorrow. 
Sooo!! What's next? Erm, nothing. Maybe. Just that to update. About how disorder my day was. Hurm!

So, moral story for today is, well-thinking while doing something important.

And yeah, got to go. I have something to stalk of. Just wait see ya ^-^
I'll share the thing later, Insya-allah.

Asalamualaikum wbth.


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